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February
14, 2004
i think we are officially two old poops now. Well, i
should qualify that - two old poops who can still make the
headboard shake. Heh.
This week went from exhausted - to more exhausted.
Thursday (our official anniversary day) found me flat on
my back in bed with a screaming headache/body ache - in
the middle of the afternoon. i missed my art class
(BOO!) and Himself stayed home from tai chi - sympathetic
solidarity i think. We were both back in bed before
10, whereupon i lay in the dark until after midnight,
trying to get to sleep.
Getting up at 6:00 a.m. and then making it through the
final work day of the week did not make me a very happy
camper.
But survive we did, and went out to our favourite sushi
place to celebrate our anniversary. Sans the day
cuffs, or any other outward trappings of
our D/s. Can we
say "old poops"? The closest we got to any
of that conversation was me asking Him if He wanted me
around for another year - to which He wisely said
yes. *smiling* When i suggested that maybe He
should be asking the same thing (yes i was being
brat-like) He retorted with the "somebody will tell
me if they don't want me around.." line. Heh.
We know each other too well.
We came home and toured around on the computers for a bit,
then snuggled into bed and .... had the BEST sleep of the
week. And while this might sound like a bad thing
for anniversary celebrations - it was not! It made
for a much friskier morning - complete with a nice
cropping across a willing submissive butt.
Yum.
Oh, and the headboard shaking.
Not bad for a couple of old poops.
Today's word of the day fits perfectly.
When we were catching our breath, me lying across His long
body (and admittedly enjoying the feel of all that smooth
brown skin) a question flickered through my mind. i
wondered what colour the sensations and the connections we
had just shared, would be. What would it look like
on a canvas? What emotion would come from
that? i wondered how i could paint what i was
feeling.
i think people might instantly say "red", but
that isn't the colour i felt. i think it might be a
'burned' colour - darker tones of red perhaps, but
bordering more on deep earth colours. But calm too - maybe
the softest hint of yellow and orange mixed
together? Which i'm learning might be warm colours -
depending on how they are used.
Wow. Big departure from my usual flat and one-coloured
view of the world.
Insta-sketch - i stood in front of a mirror and snapped
the camera - then tried to draw what i could see in all
the blur. i don't think i'll make it as a
photographer any time soon. The picture couldn't
have been any darker.
i'm about to erase the face and try again ...so far i
think the kitties are more interesting :-)
PS - thank you to
the person who signed the guestbook
and reminded me to think of Himself's reaction to my
previous work, and how good that felt.
 
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