July 4,  2004

       It would have been my cousin's birthday today. i'm sure i've posted about this before - but every year i can't help thinking about her, and the tragic way she died.  i had my own fun with some recreational drugs - but i will never comprehend her level of addiction and what hell it must have been for her.  

      Yikes.  Heavy thoughts so early in the morning. 

      On a lighter note, i've found a small studio to go explore my painting, for the summer at least.  The woman who runs the shop has been painting for about 12 years, and is 70 years old!  But she's a hoot to work with - very laid back - and while doing her own painting, is usually in her bare feet.

      Anyway, first thing i did there was a painting of sneakers.  Strange but true.  i'm learning that i have truly wonky taste in subject manner sometimes.

      So halfway through doing them, she leans over and says to me; "You don't need lessons.  You just need a place to paint."  Heh.  i have a lot to learn - i just had a lucky start.  But i was very flattered anyway. (And no, that's not putting myself down - i know i'm improving, but i don't believe we ever stop learning.)

      Then she decides to put the painting, along with S's (who i convinced to come to this place with me and it appears is a "natural" painter and loving it!) in the store front window.  And this past week, a guy who writes for a little cabbage town paper spies the sneakers and tells the owner that once he saw them he just HAD to come into the shop!  He discovers she's self taught, 70 years old and now wants to do an article on her.  Too funny!

      Said sneakers:

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       Hmm - maybe i should be charging an advertising fee.

       Oh.  And i'm very happy to report that Himself's back is back to normal.  Wink.

       Now if i could just get him to pose nude for me...

    

                              

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