December 7,  2002

      Missed a couple of days.  i'm famous for this by now i suppose.  Maybe it was fated that i missed signing up for the holidailies.  Ah well.

      i still can't chew on the left side of my mouth.  But it's starting to feel a bit more comfortable so that's a good thing.  And i even had a half decent night's sleep last night, so i'm feeling pretty good.  i haven't had any time for art however, and that makes me feel less good.  i'm torn between hopping out of bed in the morning and starting right away (weekends only) or doing a post.  i opted for the post as the 'write' bug seems to be itchy these days.

      Himself and i have slugged back into no energy for D/s mode.  Except for our rituals of course.  i guess i should quality this by saying it's only the bdsm part that slows down - the head stuff is still pretty healthy :). However the energy for a full scene is not there - He's been really feverish and snuffly while in the midst of a winter cold.  i've been following Him around with vitamins and some cold type thing i can't spell, hoping to ward off the evil germs.  For some reason i don't seem to get colds and flues as easily. (knock on arborite!)

      Weird dreams last night.  i dreamed we were moving into a new house - and that house belonged to the parents of an old friend of mine.  It had lots of hardwood flooring and a very decrepit old kitchen that i was trying to decide how to fix.  There was a small bedroom that contained a single bed.  One moment i was kissing the friend, telling him everything would be okay and i would take care of things, and the very next moment i was on the bed - trying to catch a kitten that was running on it.  The kitten ran off the bed and then there was a little boy there - who showed me a cage full of kittens.  All of them were exceedingly tiny and black.  Then i woke up.

      Obviously i'm still missing "Diva!"  i guess i didn't realize just how attached to her i'd become. 

      So my head has just run out of words.  Gone to see if a paintbrush inspires. 

      “Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it.”
--Salvador Dali      

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