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March
8a, 2003
i fell off the carbohydrate
wagon on Friday. Never mind fall - i crashed!
Who'd have thought giving up a few slices of toast - okay
and cookies - would be so hard? But i suspect i know
why it happened.
Every year for the past few years, Himself has given up
drinking for Lent. Wine that is, and the occasional
nip of rum. Not that we are terribly religious or
anything - but it does seem "right" some how to
honour those forty days. This year i decided to join
in. And we aren't *huge* drinkers, but wine with
dinner and on the weekends with friends has always been a
favourite past time of mine. Hey, red wine is good!
It also has carbs apparently. And while i was
reducing the carbs from my diet, i was still having wine
with dinner. Man does it pack a wallop when you
don't have starch in your belly! So, it seemed
prudent to join Himself in His forty-day quest.
However, the result is now i have a major craving for
carbs again. Which i've indulged.
It started Thursday night. We went to a little
restaurant we particularly like, and they just happen to
make the best breaded pork chops. i couldn't
resist. i only had coleslaw as a side dish though! i thought it would end there.
Friday morning they brought "bacon 'n eggers" for our
breakfast meeting. *sigh* my excuse is the bun
was stuck to everything. Lunch was better - chicken
and a salad. But then the 4 o'clock growlies kicked
in and nothing would solve the problem except two oatmeal
raisin cookies. i was on a down hill spiral.
Sheesh.
This morning i had a slice of toast. It was
multi-grain at least! And only one. But it's
been 3 weeks and i just couldn't take it anymore. i
think Himself has figured this out and is taking advantage
of the situation. He's downstairs as i type, cooking
away. Trying to figure out what to feed me lately has been
a challenge for Him. He's been pretty good about it
though, and actually following along with me by not eating
carbs at our evening meals. He just sneaks away at
lunch time and loads up then.
So Monday i start over. In reality, even with this slip, i
haven't fallen off too far. i don't think one slice of
bread, one small bun, two cookies, and some breading on a pork
chop, combined with a bunch of vegetables and a few hunks of
cheese - spread over 3 days, is really that much
food.

“Have no fear of
perfection - you'll never reach it.”
--Salvador Dali
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