April 1,  2003

      Mother Nature played the ultimate April Fool's joke by dumping a bunch of snow on us this morning.  And then melting it all by the end of the day.  Ick.  Is the warm weather ever going to get here?  'Course on the upside i did get to wear my new green coat again.  

     Himself wanted me to do an entry last night - well actually Sunday as well, but i just didn't have the energy.  i spent all of Sunday afternoon and evening working on office stuff, and then yesterday was spent in the office.  Today as well of course, but i seem to be finding a balance - so am not feeling total exhaustion as bad as i have for the past few weeks.  When this job/career thing finally sorts itself out, it will be anti-climatic -  only one job will have me bored.  Heh.  It might also mean i can catch up on some house things.  The office and spare room are starting to look worse than nightmares.  

     So we met j and her Significant Other at their house on Saturday, and rode together to the dungeon birthday party.  i'm not sure what i enjoyed more .. the birthday, the visit with j and et al, or the dungeon!  All the usual suspects were there - which is always excellent for a good time.  Put us together in a dungeon and it's not long before toys are coming out.

     Himself decided to play early.  i had worn a dress He bought for me not long after we met - and i was thrilled that it fit again!  (turns out i've lost weight without realizing it - according to j's weight scales!)  i don't think we were at the party more than a half hour before He was unzipping the dress and ordering me out of it.  Lucky me - j loaned me the same corset that i'd worn New Year's Eve.  So while i was feeling very proper outside, i was feeling very sexy underneath.  Yum.

     i didn't expect the next move.  i figured we were going to use the spanking bench or something - but He had other ideas.  And one of them was putting me in the cage.  Ack.  i balked at first - but He wasn't taking no for an answer.  He very righteously commented that i'd asked about cages for years and now was the time.  Ack again. 

     Turns out i loved it.

     People were taking turns coming by and giving me little pokes with various toys.  i wasn't making it very easy for them - it's amazing how quickly i assumed what i believe would be the mindset of a caged animal, without realizing i was even doing that.  In the end, with the help of a buddy (she knows who she is and the crop she was using!) Himself managed to get both my wrists tied to the bars, the result being me flat on my back.  And then He pulled out His knives.

     i think He brought all of them with Him.  And nothing gets me floating along quicker than sharp steel running over my body.  With the corset, a good portion of me was covered, but He still had access to lots of areas.  Perfect.  

    What really increased the head rush this time was that i never knew where He was going to be next.  He switched sides of the cage often - and sometimes my face would feel the sharp edges, other times my breasts would be the receivers.  He used some of the smaller sensation toys, including the butcher's glove.  There was a constant variety of softness, stinging pain and sharpness.  Yum.  

     And objectification.  i think that was the absolute best part for me.  i felt totally, totally objectified.  Because i was tied, i was not able to push hands away, which meant that i had to find a place for the inhibitions to go to.  At one point i felt hands pinching my nipples and those hands belonged to two different people.  i felt long finger nails caressing my skin.  Even when i wasn't tied, people would give me little pokes and ask teasing questions like how i was doing "in there."  And make comments about how cute i looked inside the cage.  Or start tickling me - no fair! :-)

     i think i was in the cage for awhile - i totally lost track of time.  i also had a rather interesting view of all the activity happening around me.  Bird's eye view in reverse!  Great up-skirt shots!  Even Himself commented on that.  Of course, there were a lot of skirts .. errr .. missing.  Funny how that happens *g*.

     After awhile however, i did start to feel a bit claustrophobic - but only because i suddenly thought of evil things like what if everyone decided to scare me and sit on top of the cage?  What if the top didn't hold up?  i finally had to admit to Himself that it felt like the "ceiling" was getting just a tiny bit too close.  Not long after that He set me free.  

     Well as free as one can get while wearing only sexy under things and a collar.  

(photos of the dungeon we were at - and yes this is the real cage!)

     So it was a very different sort of scene from what i'm used to.  In some ways i think i miss the regular scene - where i'm at a cross and feeling floggers and canes (and i kept having the feeling that we hadn't started yet) - yet i really embraced this new way as well.   Where it was less physical and more head stuff. 

     Another first was tried a bit later in the evening.  i was still in a restless mode, so at one point simply bent over Himself's knee.  No warning.  He very good naturedly took advantage of a bare butt (yum) but "she of the earlier crop usage" handed Him a new toy to try - an electric fly swatter!  Yowza!  That little devil has a sting to it. Or should that be "zap"?  i had heard of them before, but had no idea what it would feel like.  i sure do now.  i found the following description:

Electric Fly Swatter
-about 200 volts using a 9 volt battery
-capacitor -- similar to the charging of a camera flash unit
-sharp and intense as the capacitor is discharged

     i tried to find a picture but no luck - and kept getting stopped to browse sites like this one.  i guess even to me it gets obvious i like getting tied up.  

     i'm such a perv.  :)

     Ooops .. found a pic.  In a pretty vanilla site.  Figures.  Looks pretty harmless but don't trust it!

PS - funny site i found is listed in the sidebar ...