November
2, 2003
Ouch.
That pretty much sums up what my butt feels like today.
We went to a private party last night - a play party -
which is something we haven't done in a very long
time. And we had a great time! It was out of
town, so we took the generous hosts up on their offer of a
place to sleep over, and i know not having to face the
drive home at the end of the night really helped in the
"yes we can relax" department.
Lots of people we haven't seen in awhile, so visiting and
catching up on news was very cool to do. i'm hoping
we can do more of that in the future. And i was
actually feeling very good about myself for a change (i
have a feeling Himself is about to get on me about
negative image stuff again.) But i actually got
dressed fairly quickly, opting for a short skirt and
jacket that hid the fact that i was wearing a black web
type body suit and the corset that j lent me for last new
year's eve. Some great thigh high stockings
and my lace up boots, and my hair even cooperating, put me
in a great frame of mind.
Himself treated me to a lovely dinner before the party, at
a restaurant we visited a few years ago.
Yummy. i think He's trying to sabotage what He
thinks is my compulsive eating disorder - and He's doing a
rather good job of it. i've had more carbs in the
past week than i've had for two months. And all the
bad carbs, like cookies. Sigh.
So our hosts have a HUGE house, and the play space was
bigger than most public venues i've been too. This
of course was very cool, and Himself chose the very cross
i was hoping for. It wasn't long before i was
blindfolded and thoroughly fastened to it. And if i
was hoping for some lenience due to our long absence of
playing, i hoped wrong. He went from 0 to 60 in
about 3.5 seconds and i was struggling to both catch my
breath and try not to cry at the same time. Mean
Master, mean, mean.
i, of course, loved it. And i thought He was just as
mean when He took me down. But considering the butt
tenderness today, and the bruising (something He rarely
does) i know He was making all the right decisions.
But still. A girl just can't get enough
sometimes. i'm already trying to calculate how long
for recovery so we can do this again!
And all kidding aside, both of us, while tired today, seem
to have worked out some inner angst and slashed at some
demons, and all that other therapeutic stuff that comes
from our scening together.
Yum.
One of our topics of conversation last night was our new
bed. People had heard that our friend was building a
bed as a surprise for Himself, so we filled them in on the
details. It's the ultimate bondage bed, with
hardware in the headboard for tying people up, and a
footboard that makes into a set of stocks. And it's
solid oak, built to withstand just about anything! N
was over the other night and fell in love with it - i
think we are going to have to get a sign up sheet for the
number of people who want to try it out. See really
bad pics below: (click on each to see enlargement)
The 3 center circles in the headboard have the hardware
behind them, and the footboard is designed with wrist
holes on the outside, working in to the ankle holes (if
desired) and then of course the middle hole for the
head. The design can be used to have a submissive
kneeling on the floor with wrist and head action, on the
bed with ankle action and hands tied to the headboard, or
sitting up with ankles and wrists in the holes. Or
you can use your imagination *eg*.
Before
i make that sign up sheet - i'm scheduling Himself and i
some moments - while i'm still on vacation and
relaxed! Heh.
PS - new story by me, with new pen name. i still
read it and hate it, but some people seem to enjoy.
No laughing allowed.
A
Birthday Surprise
