November
29, 2003
Holy hangover, Batman.
Sheesh. When am i going to remember that i'm getting
too OLD to party? It's fun at the time, but man does
it hurt the next day. Especially when you've partied
so much that your insides feel like they are shaking and
you just generally feel weak all over. Blech.
Actually it wasn't even really a party. It all
started out as an "oh my i'm glad it's Friday and i
don't have to go to work tomorrow" innocent drink of
sherry. And then a past co-worker came over for a
haircut and brought a bunch of wine and we ordered food
and drank all the wine and Himself and i outted
ourselves. Yep. We did. And the next
thing you know the toy bag is out and we've got her in a
corset. How does this happen? And while she
wasn't into the idea of pain play, she is definitely
motivated to go to a play party to find out what that is
all about. Considering the fact that she's little
and cute, Himself will have to slay the swarming dragons
for sure.
A few weekends ago we had company from a far away land,
who stayed for four days and who are also as kinky as we
are. And yep, the toy bag made an appearance.
Along with some candle wax. Ouch. And during
that same weekend, we discovered another kinky couple -
tres cool!
Himself and i have stayed very connected - we are
definitely back on track. The day cuffs are brought
out almost daily - they seem to have been added to the
"bra off at 8" rule - and this constant
reinforcement of who and what we are all about has been
good for both of us. When there's kids or
"vanillas" about and i can't bring Him the
day cuffs i find myself floundering - having a
"something is missing" moment when you aren't
sure what to do. i've been trying to figure out what
a good substitute would be for those moments but so far
have not come up with any good ideas.
i am having a blast at my art class! It hadn't
occurred to me that i'd be learning perspective and shapes
and all the technical pencil stuff - i thought it would
just be paint to canvas. But this girl is taking us
from the ground up, so hopefully my drawing skills will
improve along with it. Although that practice will
be mostly at home - she wants us playing in the
paint!
i've already learned what part of my painting problem
is. i have been doing some nice under-painting and
thinking they are done and wondering why there's no
"life" to them. Well that's because they
aren't done! i need to get brave and just put the
paint on. And understand that there's going to be a
stage where it all looks awful, but that stage passes and
suddenly you've got something that you can really
like.
Okay - off to shower - hopefully it helps cure this
hangover. Blech.
