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(The
following thoughts were notes for a talk.
A number of the opinions are not fully expanded and
described here. These
notes were intended as ‘jumping-off’ points only.)
Usually
when the word traditionalist is uttered the next words that come
out are Old Guard or Old Leather. Well I am neither Old Leather
nor Pleathor, but somewhere on the line of Worn Leather.
What
I would like to talk about is what I call the 5 Odes of BDSM
that, succinctly put, is how this lifestyle has evolved in the
last 10 – 15 years.
It
seemed deceptively simple in the beginning, and I say
deceptively, since this is all quite a complex interaction. Why
I ever thought that a relationship based on one or more people
would ever be simple was probably a good example of my own
naiveté. Be that
as it may, I would like to talk about how BDSM was when I first
entered into things and how things have evolved to what I see
today.
So
it was simple right? If you were of the Dominant persuasion you
went to the one or two fet nights a month. Met people, got known
in the scene, made sure that you always had a flogger or two on
your hip and you got to tie up people and beat on them.
Sometimes you even got to dance a bit as well. Who knew that the
de rigueur flogger would become a point of derision much like
Afro’s or dashikis?
But
there were a few of us who came in with a different aesthetic.
We strove to have a hierarchical structure whereby we could base
our lives. In looking back I suppose it seems like there was
always that level of structure, but in fact it was just a
smallish number of people who really wanted to live in what I
call the:
1st
Ode of BDSM
Bondage
- Tying people up in generally painful ways [implying the
knowledge of how to do this safely and taking the time to learn
the craft]
Discipline
- Implying right and wrong behaviour in a hierarchical setting
by which transgressions would be punished
Sadism
- The giving of pain for the pleasure of the sadist
Masochism
- the receiving of pain for the pleasure of the masochist
In
a sense this seemed fairly simple. However …
Bondage
- How to attain that knowledge.
We had to find a mentor of some sort and also do one’s
own exploration. Seminars weren’t readily available; you had
to seek out people, gain their trust, and study hard because,
even as a submissive is an outward example of their dominant, so
were you as a student an outward example of your mentor. So
knowledge had to be earned.
Discipline
– Learn the setting up of a workable structure of right and
wrong. Learn about penalties for wrong-doing. For example, how
the Catholic Church has it down pat and that the process of
confession, penance and absolution gives a path where both D and
s can travel together and move on. I have never felt that just
expressing disappointment alone is enough. Yes, it is a powerful
thing but if it doesn’t allow a full measure of accepted
absolution it leaves unfinished business behind.
How many times have I heard a submissive say that they
got punished but didn’t really understand why? Without that
understanding, discipline can become just something arbitrary
and that to my mind is not good territory.
Sadism
– Masochism
- Well what can one say? For
any number of people it really IS about the pain.
Granted it is not necessarily the be all and end all, but
most of the people that came into the scene when I did, pretty
much loved the idea of communication through pain. Unfortunately
much of what transpires today is not communication at all, but
just percussion. Scenes where mental intimacy communicates
itself through pain are usually the scenes that people either
get fascinated by or squicked by. Intimacy will do that, since
it is raw and unexpected.
2nd
Ode of BDSM
BDSM
= B D D/S SM
Ok,
we can keep the bondage and the discipline part, but did you
notice that cunningly we can double up on the DS and say that it
represents Domination and Submission, which can lead to the holy
grail of TPE (Total Power Exchange).
Ah
yes - the influx of the concept of DS from the initials. At the
time it seemed like a solid evolution.
Especially since the goal was towards a TPE. It seemed
like a complimentary path, as TPE was a goal that fit into all
the other dearly held beliefs. The idea that TPE was desirable
and accessible, led people into allowing this variation to grow
and take root. I think that it was a bit of a stalking horse
since before you knew it there was a bait and switch, and TPE
seems to have vanished like a mirage in the Sahara.
It
moved us to the:
3rd
Ode of BDSM
B
D/S SM
The
most curious thing began to happen. Things (protocols) that were
previously considered core began to be placed on the sidelines.
More and more I began to hear things like
“I don’t have to call anyone Sir/Ma’am etc., since
I only say those things to people who have earned my respect.”
Suddenly
a level of formality and politeness got the ‘get out of jail
free card’, of not being about politeness at all, but about
respect. And I do
not put this all on submissives either, since I also began to
see an appalling breach of manners from dominants. Where was the
requesting of permission to speak to a submissive?
What I thought of as basic manners – such as two-handed
serves, were neither proffered nor expected. And in fact when
proffered by a submissive, those things were ignored and not
given the value they deserved.
A
curious defiance began to appear, along with dominants who
encouraged it. Being insolent was considered some kind of virtue
and more and more the brag was heard that “one was hard to
tame “etc. It didn’t seem to occur very often, that
dominants would know they could expect a submissive to actually
have control over his or her self, before offering up anything
to the dominant.
To
be absolutely fair, these breaches exacerbated things away from
any kind of worn leather, and it was on the heads of both
dominants and submissives. And without a structure that both
sides can hold on to, there will be anarchy.
Bondage
was still ok but became all about that Japanese variant where
you make all the pretty patterns.
Discipline
was out since all that hierarchical stuff was just not relevant
anymore.
Who gives one person the right to decide for me?
Who
says that I am wrong in the first place?
Sound
familiar? Discipline is usually one of the first things to go,
as it is the hardest attitude to maintain, as a relationship
progresses. It’s always easier when the dominant is in some
kind of position of godlike respect, but as the clay feet get
exposed it gets to be a bit of a struggle without diligence on
both parts.
And
did you notice that both the D and the S are capitalized? So
what is really being said is that you can safely have a fully
realized D/S relationship without anyone being in control. Well,
actually the submissive is in control since they have the right
to stop anything, any time, and it's all about equality in the
relationship. And besides, D/S is what we decide it really is
for us, about us and by us.
Sadism
and Masochism is on the outs, since no one is really into pain.
But when did pain become a bad word in this lifestyle? If you are
into pain, then you are a pain slut or brutal, and those have
become "not nice things," The words Sadism and
Masochism do crop up from time to time, but usually as a scare
tactic a la ‘the boogy man’, or in the phrase; "I'm not
a sadist. I could never hurt someone I care about. I am only
here to nurture"
The
4th Ode of BDSM
B
D/S SM
Bondage
as Art is in.
D/S
as a non-hierarchical lifestyle is in.
Sadism
and Masochism are out, and with the advent of the full
maturation of Screw the Roses philosophies SM begins to mean
more about Sexual Magic than Sadism and Masochism.
STR
has a lot to answer for, in my opinion. It sanctified the
concepts of BDSM being more about sex than anything else. Now no
one, including myself, has a problem with sex. And it is quite
true the sex tied to BDSM is truly a potent and powerful
physical and psychological addiction. It also has some dangers
that I think get overlooked. Becoming jaded to the extent that
one turns into a sensation junkie is one possible danger. Or
just becoming disinterested is another. Like any addictive
substance or activity it is always prudent to call for
restraint, but we all know how hard that can be when the fact of
multiple orgasms are just around the corner. So the attractive
image of monk-cowled Dominants doing mystical magical things
with just a touch of the forbidden has now become the ideal.
And
finally, the 5th Ode of BDSM
Evolution
in Progress.
Now,
you don’t have to be into pain or humiliation, etc., to be in
the lifestyle. But I believe that as things evolve so to should
the terms of description. Nothing aggravates me more than
hearing someone who espouses nothing that I believe in,
cheerfully telling me that “that” is what BDSM means.
Well
no, it doesn’t. It means what it means and what is common and
accepted these days is {insert adjective here} BDSM. I don’t
mean that in a derogatory way - just as a point of
clarification. At least if I know that you are into
CFES-BDSM (consensual
focus erotic specific BDSM) than I can pretty much know that we
are not going to be compatible for much, unless we like the same
books.
So
I lay wakeful one night, and my thoughts turned to a female
dominant friend. Why
you may well ask? Well I must say that I try to keep a private
betting scheme, by which I place a secret wager to see how long
it is before she mentions some truly horrific abuse to male
genitalia. And so while thinking of genital abuse the term
"to gentle" came to mind. If I recall correctly this
was a euphemism for gelding. And I wonder if the current
philosophical system that is en vogue in the lifestyle is
"gentling" people as they come in.
Seville
The
only freedom of expression provided by a tyranny of blandness -
is the freedom to agree. – Lady Nichola |